vanity

All we see and seem, is but a dream within a dream.

In all honesty, i've been very unhappy lately.
As andy mentioned, i fought hard for my weekends, for nothing at all.
Every week i wait for the verdict, hoping for a friday bookout with great enthusiasm and excitement.
Only to be dashed by disappointments and trivials that shouldnt even exist.
I am so tired, my body never get to rest and i'm always falling sick on weekends.
At times i wished i stay in camp for the weekend, life seems so much happier.

the war is faint, the battle is bleak. alas, when?