Life is unpredictable

You can plan and get all you want, things happen and you lose everything. Got my filter fixed, managed to grow 'HC' plants, got a bright prospective position at SIM and things happen. Now I'm very likely to lose my job, the next few months/years of my life, my youth and a huge sum of money. None of these had i planned for, nothing of my doing at all.

I'm only 22. Just when I managed to piece life together with so much more effort than others, it just have to happen to me.
Life seems meaningless for me now. When will I see another glimpse of light?