homesick

this homesickness is overwhelming, maybe its getting worse because I'm physically sick as well.


I miss my wife, my family and everyone that I can easily share my thoughts and feelings to. There was no need to suppress emotions, nor words that require paraphrasing.


I miss things too, things I'm used to, my bad old habits, taking the train, the convenience of things, my lifestyle, my good old life in the comfort zone.


I miss my home, the home I share with shouzhen, that we created and spend countless hours idling in.


oh how I reminisce the times I spent at home, and how I can go to our bed for complete secure and fruitful rest.