everything must change, starts now

'till i've experienced God's presense again, life will always be the same.'

I've never doubt this, and weeks before i've been thinking about this all day. Caijie's sharing on Friday night just assured me of so much things i've gotta do in a new direction.

Life is just plain empty no matter how much blessings we have. I've been trying to make sense of so much things with my mind, that often i don't feel nor etched anything with my heart.

2007 had been fruitful, 2008 had been futile and 2009 will be foundational.
Let my life be so transformed, that i will never be the same again.