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I almost regretted buying the new computer when my old com managed to boot.
Thankfully, the regret was resolved when the problems resurfaced.
I've given up on it.
Apparently i have to accept the fact that the new computer sits on the desk, forget the old com and quit whinning.
It might not be great for gaming, but its doing well (videos,music etc).
I'll find some other ways to earn the money i spend.

Sorry guys, priorities stay for a reason, and i believe sispec helps to reinforce this.
Say goodbye to nightlife, they are bad for health.
I cant afford to abuse myself like i did.

I already have the date in mind.
Yet there's sooooo much things i have to do to get there and beyond.
It might be a long journey, but i know i will enjoy every moment of it.
I must work and save harder!

Need some planning.

Seeing you smile like that, makes me happy.

alan's poems 101

cover your face with your blanket

close your eyes and the world belongs to you and me

expect nothing

Mind seems much clearer after the sleep, although it lasted a short 4 hours.
Cant help but regret a little for buying the com. Yet as i uses it, i realise how much agony it spares me from.
Things arent that bad. Probably the best things i did this weekend was jogging with my dad on sat morning.
I love the time of father and son, and how the warm up drills i learn helps the old man.
Making dinner for my parents was cool as well, i used to make lunch for my family on sundays. Those were nice too.

Expect nothing.

vanity

All we see and seem, is but a dream within a dream.

In all honesty, i've been very unhappy lately.
As andy mentioned, i fought hard for my weekends, for nothing at all.
Every week i wait for the verdict, hoping for a friday bookout with great enthusiasm and excitement.
Only to be dashed by disappointments and trivials that shouldnt even exist.
I am so tired, my body never get to rest and i'm always falling sick on weekends.
At times i wished i stay in camp for the weekend, life seems so much happier.

the war is faint, the battle is bleak. alas, when?