Sian'ed

The worse thing that can ever happen to me is sian'ed.
For some reason I was sian'ed for the past 2 days. Perhaps I'm so busy and got caught up with things that I lost my focus on what's really important. But God is good, He refreshes and reminds.

Life is a balance, some statement I randomly made up and has never failed me.

Dreams vs Reality,

Intelligence vs Emotions,

Fears vs Faith etc.

Wisdom determines your choices and how you finishes it.

Serene

'Look at my face. Think I care?'

Where were you? Once my favourite pet phrase.

I need to take my mind off.

4 Seniors, 2 Lives, 1 God

Norm is fear in uncertainties.
Acceptance found in majorities and sameness.

A hand, a heart to take
due delicate care, and no turning back
A faithful man who can find?
Constant reminder to bear.

What makes the new season?
Accountability and commitment
Yet the old rules stay
Build a house, brick by brick

Whichever choice, the paths lay ahead

Courage and balance, I had decide.
Do not be afraid
For its a joyous thing.

National Service

Good evening Mr CHUA BOON PIN.
Your enlistment date is on 10-Jul-2007. Your reporting unit is POLICE ACADEMY

Good afternoon Mr TEE QIYAO.
Your enlistment date is on 13-Jul-2007. Your reporting unit is TRAINING LIST BASIC MILITARY TRAINING CENTRE SCHOOL 2

Good evening Mr KOH REN GUANG, ALAN.
Your enlistment date is on 14-Jul-2007. Your reporting unit is TRAINING LIST BASIC MILITARY TRAINING CENTRE SCHOOL 1.

\o/

I have a wish

Helen Grey

Because one loves you, Helen Grey,
Is that a reason you should pout
And like a March wind veer about
And frown and say your shrewish say?
Don't strain the cord until it snaps,
Don't split the sound heart with your wedge,
Don't cut your fingers with the edge
Of your keen wit: you may perhaps.

Because you're handsome, Helen Grey,
Is that a reason to be proud?
Your eyes are bold, your laugh is loud,
Your steps go mincing on their way:
But so you miss that modest charm
Which is the surest charm of all;
Take heed; you yet may trip and fall,
And no man care to stretch his arm.

Stoop from your cold height, Helen Grey,
Come down and take a lowlier place;
Come down to fill it now with grace;
Come down you must perforce some day:
For years cannot be kept at bay,
And fading years will make you old;
Then in their turn will men seem cold,
When you yourself are nipped and grey.

Next

A new season is approaching
Inevitably, I can feel myself growing into adulthood
I'm excited because of what the future brings
but it also requires me to give up certain things

Many have noticed
different set of perspectives
drastic change in lifestyle
developing new habits and disciplines
most of which while I'm aware, but not fully conscious of

Events and responsibilities seen as goals to most
I see them as milestones and beginnings of something amazing
Life isnt just a journey to reach or achieve something
Its about everyday living

There's so much I gotta do for the next 2-3 years
and all the time I know the answer lies in each day

I've not decided
if its gona be spectacular and extravagant
or it'll just be free and easy

Endless journey
Faithful dreams

Dreams and perseverance

The road less travelled
The distance still far

Bleak, thristy, solitary
Hope, charity, victory

Breaking and building
Anxiety and tranquility

Endless journey

Faithful dreams

Angry?

Everyone is accusing me for being angry when I'm not:

ｩRﾆx ( My "Woh" World ) : To someone: "angels and devils fear soul impalers......" says:
anyway... monday you very angry... I heard from bay they all..
where the wind take my wings says:
huh
where the wind take my wings says:
monday?
where the wind take my wings says:
hahaaa
where the wind take my wings says:
oh movie u mean?
ｩRﾆx ( My "Woh" World ) : To someone: "angels and devils fear soul impalers......" says:
ya.. I thought they invited you
where the wind take my wings says:
hahaha ya
where the wind take my wings says:
bt i nv angry wat

Me gathering feedback:

where the wind take my wings says:
when im serious v fierce is it
where the wind take my wings says:
hahaha
ｩRﾆx ( My "Woh" World ) : To someone: "angels and devils fear soul impalers......" says:
ya

I'm so amused hahahaa.

NS

I went to miw.com to check on my enlistment status.

Your enlistment is between June 2007 till November 2007. An enlistment notice will be sent to you two months before your enlistment date.

till November!? Latest July please, I don't want to wait so LONG!!

To Dos (revised)

No point saying what I want to do without solid plans. Lets zoom in.

Before NS:
- windsurf ( attend and complete their 2 day course at East Coast Park)
- Redang ( 3D2N, cost includes scuba diving, resort stay etc. Needs research)
- Get a job (DONE!)
- Languages ( write on a random topic each week. readers' suggestions welcome)
- Doing church as a team (give myself until April 8 to finish all 10 chapters)

- Get certified as a lifeguard / instruments (on hold)

What you want?

The bike:


The Tamiya:

I own the tamiya model of this Honda CBR 1100XX since I was 15 and I dream of riding such a bike since I was young. Not many people know about this though. This is the best time to chase this dream. If I miss this season I might never fulfill this dream again, never. As much as I dream of it, I doubt I will risk what I have for this. Sorry, you're not worth the risk of me giving up everything else, they're more important. Goodbye.

Gotta stay focus and prioritise on the more important things. Don't stagger!

PS:

Bike pic from here

Tamiya pic from here.